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ya know, it's uhm... been 2 years and i don't think i've been on here since. and if i have, then it was very, very briefly and i don't remember it. it's kinda funny. i don't think anyone that 'watches' me on here is even still active enough to see this journal, but i'm still writing this because, WHY NOT ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
major things have happened since then
kinda wish i kept up with being a member on here tho cause man, would i have a lot of memories i could have documented/wrote about
who knows, maybe i'll get back into the swing of things. maybe i'll make a whole new account and post stuff on there. like photography. that'd be neat.
anyways, even though i know no one is probably gonna read this/comment on this, thanks for checking it out
may the rest of your summer be wonderful,
-K<3
major things have happened since then
- lot of things happened in theatre (interesting roles, memorable rehearsals, new castmates -> new friends, incredible performances, awards, the whole shabang)
- lot of things happened regarding friends (new ones being made, old ones being lost from growing apart)
- lot of things happening in terms of school (good grades, funny moments in classes, annoying classroom experiences, ya know, the usual school stuff)
- i graduated! class of 2016!
- prom was also a thing that i did
- and grad night, which was very fun!
- oh yah and i had my 18th birthday this month :^) gemini represent!!
- SO MUCH
kinda wish i kept up with being a member on here tho cause man, would i have a lot of memories i could have documented/wrote about
who knows, maybe i'll get back into the swing of things. maybe i'll make a whole new account and post stuff on there. like photography. that'd be neat.
anyways, even though i know no one is probably gonna read this/comment on this, thanks for checking it out
may the rest of your summer be wonderful,
-K<3
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Well this is awkward
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I haven't posted a journal in about... 4-5 months???
uhm yeah that was a long time ago, huh
It's really weird because I like, never go on this site anymore and I used to go on at least every week (sometimes daily) but now it's like... a couple times a month which is sort of sad now that I think about it and I haven't posted anything art-related in f o r e v e r just because I haven't been drawing really at all lately (aside from doodling but I don't count that)
but yeahhhh
I'm kind of updating now though???? like I'm posting a journal so that's something, right?? and now to get on with actual updates
so basically these past few months have been just struggling to get through the second semester of sophomore year and guess what I did and I'm done and I'm gonna be a junior and that's kind of scary/terrifying but hey that's life amiright! yesterday was my last day of finals aka last day of school and it was alright, I got through it and passed everything and I'm super happy about that because I was kind of scared that I'd have to re-take something //: but I didn't so that's good!
also I auditioned for the next level of theater class and ended up getting in so that's super exciting because next year I'll have a chance of being in my school's fall play!!! and a couple of my friends also got in as well so I get to spend it with them ((: the only real downside is that it's a period 8 so I'll be staying after school later than a lot of my other friends andddd my current theater teacher retired this year so he will not be teaching next year /: but hey, I'm sure things will still be gr8
oh and I got hit by a car last week so that was something uhm I'm okay, just got some minor injuries and stuff but I'm fine it's just lame because it happened when I was having an already terrible day haha so it just added to it by a lottttt but I'm just thankful I didn't get serious injuries! thank you, to whatever was looking out for me on that day I really appreciate it cause there's a lot to live for and I don't wanna miss out on any of it yo
what else is there...... I mean a lot has happened these past few months but I guess those were the 'main points' I could go on though and just give you a bunch of random things that has happened since my last journal but I won't because that would be boringggg
was there any point to this actually? is anyone reading? eh, who knows and who cares I still wanted to write this and that's all that matters
Feeling Unwell & Tired,
-K<3
P.S. Sophomore year ended up being a lot better than I had expected and I made an awful lot of new friends and wow, I'm pleasantly surprised with how everything turned out??? I was just looking back at my old journals and everything I was worried about and wow, it's so weird how your expectations can end up being vastly different from the reality. Like the thing that actually ends up happening. Idk I just found it really funny because so many things have changed and improved and all the things I was complaining/ranting about ended up turning out insignificant and stupid and things are pretty okay now so yeah, life can be strange in that way, ya know. I just thought I'd share that with you guys haha
uhm yeah that was a long time ago, huh
It's really weird because I like, never go on this site anymore and I used to go on at least every week (sometimes daily) but now it's like... a couple times a month which is sort of sad now that I think about it and I haven't posted anything art-related in f o r e v e r just because I haven't been drawing really at all lately (aside from doodling but I don't count that)
but yeahhhh
I'm kind of updating now though???? like I'm posting a journal so that's something, right?? and now to get on with actual updates
so basically these past few months have been just struggling to get through the second semester of sophomore year and guess what I did and I'm done and I'm gonna be a junior and that's kind of scary/terrifying but hey that's life amiright! yesterday was my last day of finals aka last day of school and it was alright, I got through it and passed everything and I'm super happy about that because I was kind of scared that I'd have to re-take something //: but I didn't so that's good!
also I auditioned for the next level of theater class and ended up getting in so that's super exciting because next year I'll have a chance of being in my school's fall play!!! and a couple of my friends also got in as well so I get to spend it with them ((: the only real downside is that it's a period 8 so I'll be staying after school later than a lot of my other friends andddd my current theater teacher retired this year so he will not be teaching next year /: but hey, I'm sure things will still be gr8
oh and I got hit by a car last week so that was something uhm I'm okay, just got some minor injuries and stuff but I'm fine it's just lame because it happened when I was having an already terrible day haha so it just added to it by a lottttt but I'm just thankful I didn't get serious injuries! thank you, to whatever was looking out for me on that day I really appreciate it cause there's a lot to live for and I don't wanna miss out on any of it yo
what else is there...... I mean a lot has happened these past few months but I guess those were the 'main points' I could go on though and just give you a bunch of random things that has happened since my last journal but I won't because that would be boringggg
was there any point to this actually? is anyone reading? eh, who knows and who cares I still wanted to write this and that's all that matters
Feeling Unwell & Tired,
-K<3
P.S. Sophomore year ended up being a lot better than I had expected and I made an awful lot of new friends and wow, I'm pleasantly surprised with how everything turned out??? I was just looking back at my old journals and everything I was worried about and wow, it's so weird how your expectations can end up being vastly different from the reality. Like the thing that actually ends up happening. Idk I just found it really funny because so many things have changed and improved and all the things I was complaining/ranting about ended up turning out insignificant and stupid and things are pretty okay now so yeah, life can be strange in that way, ya know. I just thought I'd share that with you guys haha
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It feels like its been forever wow
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I haven't updated since the end of September and that feels like practically ten years ago so here's another update journal thing I guess.
I don't know what to tell you guys tbh like I've just been really busy with school and friends and life in general. For the majority of this semester, I've spent it working on my school's fall play which has ended this month and now we're at the point where it's like done and we don't have anything to do after school for it so yeah, my afternoons have been a bit boring ever since it ended officially. I miss it. But it's cool cause the musical is coming up and that's gonna be a ball to work on I'm sure.
Also, the play ended up being SOLD OUT WOO *confetti goes everywhere* *balloons fall from nowhere* Pretty exciting, huh? Even though it was kind of tiring cause I worked backstage on ALL show nights, I still enjoyed it immensely and I'm so proud of what we did and the fact that it sold out is even better wowowowowow that's all I can say.
IN OTHER NEWS I've just been dealing with homework and tests and the fact that the semester is ALMOST over and that's freaking me out because ugh grades and stuff. I need to get my grade in math to be higher but it just isn't budging and I'm actually considering asking my teacher if I can do some extra credit because idk man I'm getting desperate over here haha
I don't know what else to add at this point so I guess I'll just leave it at that? I mean, this wasn't much of an update cause I just told you guys the same old stuff but whatever. If y'all got questions about my life at the moment, just ask I'M OPEN TO THESE THINGS YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING
sO I'm out, peace.
What even are my journals anymore,
-K<3
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I haven't been on in a while and that resulted in my messages piling up so when I returned I had about over 4,000 deviations and over 300 journals/polls to get through in my inbox. I wanted so badly to just click a DELETE ALL button but I was a trooper and went through it! YEAH, NOT TOTALLY LAZY AWARD GOES TO ME! *Fist pumps*
Okay, so basically things has just been hectic because of HOMEWORK and COSTUME CREW. Like I work in costume until 5:30-6:00 and as the show date gets closer, I'll end up staying there for a longer amount of time hAHAHA WOW SO MUCH FUN. But no, it really is a lot of fun. So far we've completed taking the measurements for actors so now it kind comes down to getting the costumes put together which is pretty tough cause there's multiple choices to choose from and it's like hOW TO CHOOSE JUST ONE AND STICK WITH IT???? But I love working with everyone like the atmosphere of tech is great, the actors are hilarious and the other techies are really chill and laid back and easy to talk to. Some of the girls in my crew can be annoying though but eh, that's high school for you because you WILL have to work with bothersome people all the time. But it's okay, because I enjoy costume and I'm not going to let them ruin it for me!
ALSO GOING ON is I have a performance in theater to do possibly on Tuesday (either Tuesday or Wednesday but I'm pRETTY POSITIVE IT WILL BE TUESDAY) and it's so stressful because I have to have ALL my lines memorized and I'm scared of not performing well. Like I don't want to be boring on stage or talk too quietly because that would be kind of embarrassing, ya know what I mean. So fingers crossed I do well *crosses fingers*
Other than that, life has been going PRETTY well. The guy that I like and I have been becoming closer friends and it's really great and I'm so glad I started to talk to him in the beginning of the school year. MAKING GOOD DECISIONS FINALLY *Thumbs Up*
But yesterday was kind of embarrassing in math class because after I took my test, I was talking to him and my other friend (I'll call her R) was sitting a few seats away and she kept making funny faces at me so I made funny faces back. Then he started to make weird faces and do weird hand gestures like what we were doing and it was just really funny because our math teacher was staring at us and went "What are you doing?"
And I was just like NOTHING and stopped what I was doing. But then a couple seconds later I started doing it again and R started doing it again. Then our teacher was like "K (aka me) is usually so shy yet when she sits next to B (the guy I like) she's so talkative" and I just started getting all red in the face and then he started pointing THAT out. After he left us alone, I was just like oH DEAR GOD WHY
(Although the class didn't really pay attention to what he was saying about me THANKFULLY, it was really just B, R, and I that were listening)
So yeah, that was a tiny bit humiliating but whatever.
OH TEACHERS.
Okay, this is getting really long and rambley so I'll get going now. bYE.
Teachers WHY & Updates After Ten Years Of Being Inactive,
-K<3
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Eyyyy so this is an update
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AFTER NOT APPEARING ON DEVIANTART FOR TEN YEARS I'VE FINALLY UPDATED
*Confetti and balloons*
Okay so I've been really busy lately like between homework and all this other stuff, I barely have time to THINK about writing an update journal omg Also I signed up for my school's fall play for costume crew and I'm on the crew and I'm so excited to work on it cause coSTUME IS GREAT CLOTHING IS GREAT EVERYTHING ABOUT COSTUME IS LOVELY
Also I signed up for like 3 clubs; Film Club, Doctor Who Club, and Storybook Club. I'm mostly excited for Film Club because MOVIES. MOVIES. JUST. MOVIES. That's all I have to say about it.
Okay now time for a bit of an update-y update on this guy thing, I'm sure you know what I'm talking about if you've read my previous journals. Since then, I've moved my seat in my math class so now I sit right across from him and this is great because it opened up a lot more opportunities to talk to him PLUS I can see the whiteboard better haha
What's funny is that I didn't even have to ask to move up because one day I came to class, put my stuff down, my math teacher saw me and told me "You sit really far away, you should move up a few seats" and he pointed at the seat that sits RIGHT across from the guy I liked and I was just like THIS IS PERFECT and I was like YEAH I AGREE I DO SIT TOO FAR AWAY THANKS TEACH
And yes, we do talk quite a lot and it's not as awkward as it was on those first few days. Like now we'll exchange remarks and comments and randomly speak to each other during class and it's just lovely omg I look forward to math class MAINLY because of that. Not JUST because of that. MAINLY. Ya know what I'm saying?
Anyways, I still have some homework to get done and it's almost 10 PM and I am T.I.R.E.D. and I wanna sleep early tonight so I'LL TALK TO Y'ALL WHENEVER I CAN DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE A COMMENT TALKING ABOUT YOUR OWN LIFE OKAY
Updates & Feeling Exhausted,
-K<3
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